Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Tomatoe/ Tamatoe, Potatoe/Patatoe



Its really cool to learning new things. Sometimes, yeah its frustrating, but overall it is way cool. I have some really good friends. Most mess around with graphic design stuff. My thing was always messing with comedy stuff or music/song ideas and picture/video. I was never really an expert at anything but it was alright cause whenever I had a question I could just always ask one of my friends for help. Well most of them are so busy any more that I have to wait and wait. It will be nice that now when I get an idea in my head I can just flush it out myself instead of having to wait for one of my pals to come around. I will be stoked as well when I can quit my current job and start a career. I don't care what it is as long as I don't have deal with what I am now. It just stinks that it takes so long to get through some of this stuff. I cant wait to learn how to do it all. HA HA HA.... LOL. Anyway here is a sketch of me thinking about everything that I want to attain.
This is me sitting in my "closet" working on my computer. I messed with the pic a bit. I can't wait to figure out this photo shop thing more. I really wish there was 50hrs in a day. till later...

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Where am I?


I really don't know. I guess I totally forgot that I had voluntered at my Moms church today. This is why I like technology but I hate it at the same time. There are so many things I can do now that I couldnt before but my life gets so crammed with things that have a hard time keeping things straight. I think its serious time to start using my cell to its fullest capacity and start setting reminders for myself. I never thought that I would forget appointments like this one. Makes me wonder if I forgot anything else. If only Rememberals really existed. till later...

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Square Peg Round Hole...

Thats kind of how I feel today. There just isnt enough time let alone enough energy. I love all the things that I do. The only thing is that I wish I had a proper office to work in. Sitting on a drum throne in front of my laptop on a kitchen thingy in a closet is not really... uh... ideal. LOL!!! I miss the days when I had room, room, room galore to spread out and work on my ideas. I guess this is what they mean by roughing it... or may not. I have been trying to jam on ideas for all kinds of projects right now but I got a spell of "Block" and "Second Guessing". I know that I just need to write/create through this. Just keep going and good stuff will come. Change the scenery, drink some coffee, and when all else fails watch C-SPAN cause that either inspires me or puts me in a bad mood, either way I get inspired as a protagonist or as an antagonist.


One thing is for sure... there is never enought time. I wish I had more hours in a day or that I never got tired. ITS'S LIKE TRYING TO PUT A SQUARE PEG IN A ROUND HOLE AT TIMES. Its frustrating when you got ideas or things you need/wish to complete but your body is like, "Whoa dude you gotta like lay down or something right now cause I aint doing this no more", yes my body has bad grammar. LOL


Well the day is fresh and young and I'm off to the gauntlet. till later...

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Yeah okay... ummm

1. Well the last couple of days have been interesting. I got some bad news that ended up not being that bad. (dodged bullet here)

2. I got to have some quality family time with my parents.

3. Ate way too much eating out too many times.

4. Read till my eyeballs felt like they were going to fall out.
5. Worked on some new music, worked on some old music, and talked about music as little as possible.
6. Ate way too much at a friends invite for dinner.
7. Got suckered into "engineering" a friends recording session.

Hmm... Well I got some bad news that the family dog has cancer. He is a cute dog named buster and I was sad that he was ill. My mother and I though both thought that my father would take it especially bad cause since I have been gone the dog is now the defacto "kid" to bond with, so I rushed home to be there when my father recieved the news. He took it rather well, so that was good. We went out to eat, ate way too much Cracker Barrel, spent the night and then ate too much Lone Star the following day. I think my mother is in that... "He looks thin lets fatten him up", sort of moods. None the less I got to have some good quality family time that I have been missing so much lately. Since I was spending the night and I had all my school stuff with me I took advantage and did some reading.




I never much cared for reading much before. It all just seemed boring and I would have rather been out doing something instead of reading about it. I got through my Art History and Graphic design assignments with ease and was pleasently suprised how each complimented the other. Next up was my assignment for English Comp. Grrr!!!, but no, it actually wasnt that bad. It was an interesting article about the Earth's available drinking water supply. The article was rather indepth and very informative. Not only was I reading to complete an exersise but I was becoming informed on an interesting topic that was making me think.... in a pleasent way. I wish I could sum it up for you here but its rather indepth. If you are curious just ask me.




As for the music stuff well that is another animal. I FINALLY got notes back from my drummer on the mixes that I gave him for our next cd (my band C.P.X.). I was pleasently suprised that there were very few. I think I put in like 50 million hours working on that disc trying to make it sound as best I could. If he would have come back with a laundry list of corrections I think I would have just.... (insert something unpleasent here). I have been working on a new tune for my solo rantings (Toadstoole'). Those songs are a lot more carefree. They are basically demos of all the musical ideas in my head that I flush out. Then my drummer from C.P.X. will come along and go, "I like this one, this one and oh yeah that wierd one too", then we rehearsh those, spruce them up a bit and play them live.




I went over to my bosses house tonight to have dinner with her and her boyfriend. Apparently I passed on some good advice and she felt in debted to feed me. Even though she is my boss I used to be hers and since I am her senior she asks for my point of view from time to time on work and realtionships. Well aparently her boyfriend thought it would be an excellent opportunity to have me help him with some of HIS music. We all ate and then he starts talking about working on some music with his friend. Next think I know he turns to me and says, "Hey you coming?", so off down the hall I went. He is just getting started and so it was nice to be in the room and remember what trying to get that first song done was like. I was merely a fly on the wall pushing buttons and speaking up when they asked my advice. Overall it was a pleasant evening and I am sure that I will get pulled in for a full on recording session here in the near future.




So thats my weekend... so far, I still have tomorrow. I will finish my reading, answer the questions, complete my "negative space" drawing and bustle on to school the following day, and I am tired of ranting for now so till later....

Friday, January 18, 2008

1-18-08 Staying in?

Its days like these I wish I had online classes. :) I woke up fine but once I got to moving around my stomach started to disagree. I guess it thought it was to early to get up today. Well anyway i will be a light day because I only have one class. Then off I jet home to visit family. Yeah!!!! This means I will get to visit my dog Buster. He is always bouncing to see me. Acutally he bounces to see anyone but I still like to visit. I have been trying to finish up some music for my solo work called Toadstoole'. People ask why "Toadstoole'" and not just Toadstool or Toad stool. Well those names were already taken and I didnt want to change the name that much. Ha ha... Toadstoole' I just sit around the house and work on music. It can go in any direction but it mostly in the rock/ hardrock genres. I have been chomping at the bit to learn some piano and drums so that I can do something really different, but time will tell. I guess the reason I chose the name was so that people wouldnt get a predisposition of what the music sounded like. I have been chatting with one of my friends for sometime now to come up with a logo for that project but I rarely get to see him anymore since I have moved. I guess I could always do it myself. I have no idea what a toadstool is supposed to look like. Here is my best guess. I hope everyone has an interesting weekend. till later...


Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Opening The Imagination

1-16-08

Well I had an idea to try and flush out some ideas for personal reasons before I become inundated with assignments... that I am sure will be fun too.

For sometime now I have been doing filling my free time entertaining my friends. I don't exactly remember the flow of events but I invented a sock puppet called "Meeko". I think originally I just did it for a laugh, a sock puppet that I made in like 5 minutes. I made a quick video and the next thing I knew I had a bit of a following. I never felt the need to do a drawing of Meeko since she is already visual but hey, maybe I could do a logo for her myspace page. Ha Ha Ha!!!!

Maybe not. Anyway here is a rough sketch of Meeko.